so bitter.

i'm going through PHYSICAL and MENTAL PAIN
like seriously.
i should be sleeping. but i can't.
i ate 2 panadols. one with that make you go sleepy ones.
but its not working. i think i could be a super woman.

Lesson One : Never EVER! eat a whole bar of chocolates just cause u're stressed and studying for exams.
BIG NONO. why?
Reason One: u are fat enough. and u might have prom 6 days after your exams. how u gonna lose all that weight?
Reason two: someone might sneeze onto your notes and contaminate it with germs and you, having low immune system at this time, (practically sleeping with your notes) the stress plus the heat from the chocs, u might get sick, fever, headache (when u close ur eye lids your eye balls feel as if its spinning inside with ur jelly brain, it hurts.) AND u just might have bio and chemistry paper to sit for. AND u might just suddenly get a visit from your monthly bestie who tries to kill u. AND u might lose all the strength/ mood to study.AND u might have major backache when sitting for your paper, so bad you thought you would faint.
i'm just saying.

Lesson Two: stay off nuts too. and remember to take your vitamins. blah.. oh and stay away from sick people.

Lesson Three: there's probably a silver lining somewhere. no? make your own.
you seeeeeeeeee..................... don't score for your paper? at least you'll have something to blame it on.

why can't i sleep when i want to and keep falling asleep when i'm not supposed to?
aiihh.

life's been a bitch lately. same with me.


 blahhh....... 
nah, you won't end up alone. you'll find someone.... with a white horse, in shinning armor.
err..i dont think i want someone like that. i would think im not good enough for him.
errrrrr.... he could be just a normal guy living in a normal house like this. he just happens to have a white horse. and shinny armor.
then he'll just be a weirdo. just imagine with all the cars and the pollution. and he's on a white horse.
could be a hobby :) 
with an armor?
you know.. i think it would be cute. weird but cute :D dont ya think?