.change.

2012-01-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

oh, i forgot to mention that it hailed on christmas day in melbourne :D
so although it was summer, i had a white christmas. kinda. it was scary. hahaha.
my sister's car got dented. but luckily her windscreen didn't shatter like the one on the news.

oh. and on new year's eve, we went to see the fireworks.

the arts centre. i got the images from google cause i forgot to bring my camera that day. smart.

it caught fire after the fireworks ended.

after that, i really had to go to the toilet. and there were so many people like omg.
random people dancing on the streets and all were cool. but drunk people are generally pretty scary.
so anyway, went to the public toilet. u know the kind in the middle of no where with the auto door.
yeah, queued for ages, and when it was finally the person in front of me's turn. he took a century.
jeremy: "why is he taking so long?? i bet he's shitting. there's nothing else... unless he's wanking. you wanna bet $10 he's shitting? for sure. let's bet! $10!"
me : "no i don't want to bet."
and when the door finally opened, the guy walked so fast away with his head down. i was gonna walk in, but a sudden gust of wind from the cubicle got me to shout out loud "omg!! omg!!!!! crap!!! i cant go in there!!!! i cant!!!!!"(i probably shouted 'i can't' more than twice) and i saw some er.. left overs on the seat. GROSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
so yeah i heard a few people behind shouting at me. haha.
"are you f*cking kidding me?!" (i guess he really needed to go)
"go girl! u can do it! just go for it!"
"its okay, just hold ur breath and go!"
i really couldn't bring myself to do it so i left the line. and before the person behind me could reach the door, i heard " HOLLY sh*t! that is bad!!"
hahahahha.
the story doesn't end here.

so we went hunting for another toilet. (im so lazy to type and explain)
anyway, found toilet (unisex), really long queue. drunk woman behind me shouted at my sis to queue up when she just walked there to talk to me, sis explained, woman shut up, a guy (guyA) came didn't know it was a unisex toilet, walked to the front, woman shouted at him to queue up, guyA asked if it was a unisex toilet, woman asked him to just shut up and queue, guyA pissed off, another guy (lets name him guy B) waiting for his friend who was in the queue got fired at for just standing there, woman asked guy B to wait outside, guyB got mad too telling her that she doesn't have the right to order him around, woman insisted that she has the right (iknowright?whatthehellwoman?!) continued shouting at guyA telling him that she would call the police if he didn't line up. (she's not a very smart woman. well that's the impression she gave me).guyA asked her to go ahead and call the police as if they cared (so true. and i don't know why she kept provoking him) she was holding my shoulder while yelling at him so my sis pulled me away, just in case if he wanted to hit her, erm.. so i wouldn't accidentally get attacked or something. so the guyA was so pissed he just went in the toilet, did his thing with the door wide open, woman shouted "if you don't get out now i'm gonna go in and grab your balls!" (i thought it was quite funny lol) he came out, they continued quarrelling, causing EVERYONE to not be able to use the toilet (it went on for at least half an hour). woman was like, "F you!" and guyA was like, "oh u wanna F? bring it on! i'll F" (or something like that i can't really remember but he almost took off his pants in front of me.)
anyway, guy finally left, woman didn't let me use the toilet although i was supposed to be before her. worse, she asked her friends to go after her so i couldn't go.
so yeah after all the drama, i finally pissed when i already got so used to holding it in, anyway, by then my sis and the bf already walked around(a lot), bought drinks and finished it.
it was bad.

oh, and did you know that if you're in the toilet for too long when there's a long queue, when you get out people actually clap their hands and cheer as if you've just finished a speech? hahhah. embarrassing.

cheers to you if you actually read everything i wrote. give yourself a pat on the back :)
and i apologize to have wasted your time and also for my bad english. one thing for sure i can't be an author or anything that got to do with language cause yeah, there's non that i'm actually good at. sad. bye.

2012-01-05T21:09:00.001+08:00

我很想爱他,但是眼睛在说谎.
隐瞒比较容易吧.免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他,但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗? 谁能给我一个好的回答?!

2011-12-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

what did i do on christmas eve? drink.
a day before that? drink.
christmas day itself? drink.
boxing day? shopping duh what else.

xmas eve gathering was sooooooo funnyyyyyy. fun :)
although i didn't get to celebrate with my family in malaysia this year.
i really hope i'd be back next year.

"you two should get a house in perth! so i can save on rent and... *evil laugh* hohohohoho!!!"
"sohai. u really have low IQ or EQ whichever."
i don't see how is that related to my IQ or EQ -.- see how my sis' bf talks to me. lolololol. he's a nice guy, really.

it was freezing, or so us girls thought, walking towards the car.
kelvin: "it's so cold."
jeremy: "are you cold?"
kelvin: " yeah. are you?"
jeremy: "no."
kelvin: "then no."
lol. ego.

2011-12-27T20:32:00.003+08:00

I've been wandering around the house all night wondering what the hell to do
Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you
well the phone don't ring 'cause my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being all alone
Got the tv on 'cause the radio's playing songs that remind me of you

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love
days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

2011-11-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

i know this people for like.. how long? less than a month or a month ++ maybe?
and they organized me a surprise farewell. <3 <3 <3 <3
the sweetest :')

after 4 boxes of pizza, ice cream, cake, kuih, pictures, speech and laughter in the not so spacious staff room.
went to starbucks. and you know how small starbucks tables are.
the hot guy.
and pey zhi flirting with marvin. gosh LOL.
and planning trips. hope its successful :)
and the gift.

and the card from my baby students omggggggggggggggggg
:'))))))))))))

i'm gonna miss them.

never knew it was possible to meet so many nice people in one place. in the working world.

glad i was there :)

this is totally unrelated but

ireallymissyouido.

2011-11-20T19:28:00.001+08:00

the other day this kid came up to me.

boy : " teacher kim, do u have a baby?"

i laughed and couldn't stop, i was in shock

me: "what do u mean, brendan?"

he looked confused.

boy: "do u have a baby?"

me:" are u asking whether if i have any kids?"

*i repeated my question

still confused.

me: " do i look like a mom?"

boy : " yes." *smiles.

i knew i shouldn't have worn that dress.

but i thought who cares they're just kids.

lol. insulted but still find it so funny.

i'm so fat i look pregnant.

"teacher kim! i have 2 ipad at home, i love to play with my ipad. my daddy lets me play with my ipad."

"teacher kim! teacher kim! i have 4 ipads at home! i love to play ipad too."

"teacher, i have 3 grandmothers and 3 grandfathers!"

O.O

i'm sorry mom and dad, you gave birth to idiots.

2011-11-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

me : *talking about school blah blah, some guy with the audi car, blah*

sister : " i love audi!"

me : " yerr.. i dont like. i like bmw. audi reminds me of... olympic."

sister: "there're only 3 olympic rings u idiot!"

me: "oh."

sister: "or is that 100 plus."

me: "i dont know. 100 rings are colorful too. come, lets google."

*uses phone

me: "olympic logo has 4 rings la!!! and u called me an idiot."

sister: "let me see!"

*passes phone

sister : " u blind?! u count!!"

me : " oh! 5!!!"

sister: "now search for 100 plus."

*google100plus image

sister: " there's only 2 rings cause its a 100. and they're white."

****LAUGH LIKE IDIOTS WITH TEARS ROLLING DOWN***

phlegm

me: " what is.... felgium??"

sister: "flem!!!! ohmygoooossshhhhhh!!!!!!"

me: " ohhh!! that's how u spell phlegm. i didn't know."

sister: "*laughinglikemadcow omg! i gotta tell this to wenly." *takes phone

sigh.

i know i know.

2011-10-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

ABANDON SHIP!

totally random.

i still love children.

it just terrifies me not knowing what they'll turn into a few years later.

knowing whether good or bad, you had something to do with it.

i should remove my nail polish.

what if one goes home and tell her mommy

"i want colourful nails like my teacher kim's!"

die.

gave them sweets on children's day :P

went to the logos hope ship thingie with em.

they're one lucky bunch of kids.

well, most of them.

privileged.

i wish i had cute delicious looking bentos to bring to school everyday when i was their age!

so i decided when i go back to kt to visit my grandparents,

i'll make cute appetizing food for my little cousins to bring to school too :D

if possible.

and not give them food poisoning.

tsk, international school students.

i realized most rich parents only have one kid.

most of the time they're spoiled.

this 6 year old had an iphone.

shocked i was.

he wasn't the only one.

little boys, they just want to kill each other.

cant take my eyes off them even for one second.

i really hope nobody dies. especially not when i'm watching over them.

i can't wait till the 18th!!

;)

when a kid randomly comes and hug u and say she misses you

adorable (:

A Day Well Spent

2011-10-08T18:56:00.001+08:00

woke up at 3.45am. waited until 4.50am. for alvin when he said he'll be here by 4!

anyway, went to climb broga hill. didn't get to see the sunrise cause we were late.

alvin, pink, dhiren, jack, sze lee, zi wei, levi & me.

the going up part was fine.

the coming down part i was shaking!

just a few parts lah. a nice stranger had to help me.

his girlfriend (or something) said to me "u can hold his hand."

lol.

when waiting for alvin at something in the morning.
i on the tv, wanted to watch astro.
changed the channel, but it changed on its own very fast.. to idk what channels.
then back to sports channel. so i tried to change it again but it changed back.
i assumed the astro was spoilt so i told my dad in the afternoon.
he replied "were u scared??"
me "no." (was too blur to think of that in the morning la come on.)
dad: " cause i was watching upstairs lah! u changed my channel! so i changed it back"
weirdo dad.

the EPIC PART is when we went to eat breakfast.

after eating, zlee asked for tissue.

me: " i don't have!!!!"

pink: " but u have one packet. i saw!"

me: "oh, for u i have! for zlee i don't"

zlee :" fine lah."

me: " i have one sanitary pad. u want?"

zlee: " u dare to open it here, i'll dare to use it to wipe my mouth!"

i hesitated for 5 mins or so. but oh what the heck.

it was pretty embarrassing cause the aunty from the other table was looking at us.

but she did it. she used a pad to wipe her mouth! and licked her lips afterwards.

ewwwwww! although it hasn't been used. but ewwwwww!

we wanted to pour chilli sause on it and leave it on the table before leaving,

but we have our morals. lol.

went to alvin's for karaoke.

being 38.

drove to a photo shop just to see our ex lecturer's family portrait, placed there as sample.

lol. one of our college friends saw it before, took a photo and posted it on fb.

my friend tried to buy it. but the woman wouldn't sell.

sent pink home, pretended we needed to use the toilet just to go into her house :D

i did the rain dance( just some random monkey dance) in the middle of the road under the rain when they were in the car, pink was explaining to alvin how to go back to where we came from.

it stopped raining :D cool.

i still feel like having chatime's aiyubing.

2011-10-03T03:22:00.001+08:00

washed the toilet for the first time in my life. scrubbing and everything cause i really just couldn't stand it being so disgusting anymore. its been months since anyone cleaned it. i should have took a before and after photo. i was so grossed out at first. but at the end of it, there was this.. feeling of success. lol. i was hoping that the new maid would do it but... sighs.

the toilet bowl.

drove all the way up to genting just to drink ice blended :) in the cold.
shivering. freezing! and it was like what? 1am? WE, SO SPONTANEOUS <3

before driving down the next day we realized. "ooooooooooh...... bloated........"

baby aiko's DELICIOUS cupcakes.

imu pen that SHARPENS YOUR THINKING.

(i was wearing my pjs, and my hands look dry and wrinkly D: )

candles :)

typical malaysian cop. bribery. picking on that poor guy trying to earn a living. yes i saw money changing hands. sigh. there're so many snatch thieves around that area (where i stay) but these policemen don't seem to be doing their job. this is sad.

interview at imu didn't go so well :(

probably wont get in.

waiting for their reply. D:

meanwhile, gonna work part time as an assistant teacher.

well i hope i get the job.

and hope the teachers would be nice to me.

the kids as well, duh.

damn, i hope i'll enter Uni soon. a good one of course.

pray to God i will. and hope there is one.

2011-09-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

in 10 years time or so you'll see :

"I FAILED in some

subjects in exam,

but my friend PASSED in all.

Now he/ she is a clerk in Rainbow Unicorns

and i am the owner of Rainbow Unicorns"

- Shukim T

heck yeah i'm talking about you!

lol. no i'm just kidding.

what kinda company will be named Rainbow Unicorns?!

unless i own a toy factory :D :D :D :D so cool.

i'll be happy just to own my own apartment.

cant wait!!! to own my own apartment. or house if lucky.

saving electricity.

from "u gotta help me blast the aircon"

offing all the lights when im watching tv saying "u don't need it"

dad: "maybe u should go get a stove top kettle instead of using the electric one. u boil water non stop."

mom :" what do u expect me to do?! not boil water?! u're talking as if i'm boiling water to pour it into the sink. what kind of nonsense!"

IT WAS SOOOO FUNNNYYYY. XD

2011-09-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

u know what i hate more than goodbyes?

NIGHTMARES.

yeah i woke up this ~~morning~~ afternoon crying.

lol. yes.

what was it about?

a fight.

with who?

my sister.

~~ilovemysister~~

knight with shinning teeth ;)

2011-09-22T17:14:00.001+08:00

so yeah i'm kinda taking a gap year.

:'(

isn't as great as i imagined it to be.

how i imagined it to be like :

me, backpacking.. travelling the ~~world~~ in Europe.

meeting my oh so spontaneous friends ~~and soul mate.~~

adventures and randomness.

becoming a waitress in some restaurant in some foreign land.

doing things i normally wouldn't dare to do but not get in trouble or get kidnapped.

i don't know..

i'm now applying for dentistry.

if i ever do become a dentist, i hope i won't accidentally poke someone at the wrong place with the needle or whatever cool gadgets they use. i tremble even when i'm not nervous so...

and i'm hoping some Uni in Australia or UK would accept me with my shitty results.

cause if not daddy says i'm going to India.

he's gonna ship me there to do hard labour. lol. kidding.

i've mentally prepared myself.

cause in aus and uk, all they want is AAA or A*AA.

all i can offer is ABC :'(

imu probably won't accept me. i dont know.

and dude, gap year?!

i'll be older than the others then..

HOW AM I GONNA FIND MY IDEAL HUSBAND IN UNI NOW THAT IM OLDER THAN EVERYONE ELSE.

my abc or bbc! GONE!

lol. kidding.

hope everything goes well.

2011-09-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

so mom said something amazing,

"tomorrow, i'm picking up and bringing back the new maid."

yeah, she said that two days ago.

and said it again today.

so i'm turning back into a spoilt brat.

with nails that aren't cracked.

hating sundays a tiny bit less (maybe not)

and fatter than fat.

i need the weighing machine back.

i haven't weighed myself in.. weeks...

well i wouldn't be weighing myself now even if its back now.

i'd get high blood pressure.

i should really stop the chocolates.

2011-09-16T17:18:00.000+08:00

and again, i walked into a door.

and got another bruise.

last week, i was watching how i met your mother (as usual)

half way through, i needed to pee.

i walked into my room. it was dark.

i thought, nah, i don't need no lights, i know my room.

i don't know why it didn't cross my mind to open the bathroom door before entering it.

and BAM! i'm lucky my specs didn't blind me. left me a bruise on my nose though.

today,

the toilet again.

but this time, at the gardens.

yes it was embarrassing. people were queuing up to pee. that's how bad.

finished peeing, assumed i opened the door wide enough,

BAM! i my head banged against the edge of the door.

it was so hard i stood there for a few seconds thinking, where am i?

i swear my IQ dropped.

lol. at least i have eyebrows and a fringe to cover the bruise.

just threw in huge chunk of chocolate into my 3 in 1 coffee.

sinful yumminess.

the script- nothing.

2011-09-13T17:12:00.001+08:00

the other day i realized i forgot your name when asked.

it took me long enough to recall.

i felt a tiny little bit of sadness.

cause that's how long it's been.

found out that law isn't my thing.

but i'm still attending class.

just for fun since i have nothing to do.

learn how to socialize. yup. i need that.

plus i'd just get nagged at if i stay home stoning, waking up in afternoons.

currently my fav song: falling in. by lifehouse.

new fav game : taboo

i've been to countless farewells :(

everybody's leaving me!!!

2011-09-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

"i'll call u at nine."

pffftt. its already ten plus ish.

anyway the other day all the cousins went to visit my cousin sister and her 1 month plus old baby!!

SOOOO ADORABLLEEE.

i didn't take any photos.

i think radiation, bad.

she was sooo tiny!

and her dad has already planned everything for her.

to send her to international school cause chinese school give too much homework.

and already planned to sponsor her for surgery cause she doesn't have prominent double eyelids.

like omg. she's not even 2 months old. hahahaha. 1st kid i guess.

"oh she has ur eyes. and ur eyebrows! but her mommy's nose!"

"unfortunately for the nose."

"FORTUNATELY OKAYY!! she should look exactly like the mom. unfortunately she looks more like u. aiyak!"

hahahahahahahahaha.

and omg her baby toys. so the canggih! one lucky kid.

born with a ~~silver spoon~~ golden spoon with diamonds.

"i wanted to buy her a toy, but it was rm60, for a little bear!!! no, my future kids are only going to play with paper dolls. i'll cut them myself."

the mom said they're giving up their room for the kid.

with their walk in closet and kitchen and living room and omg awesomeness.

hmmph! i have a walk in closet too!

its just that i sleep in my walk in closet.

-.-

A is for apple.

2011-09-07T04:13:00.003+08:00

i'm so annoyed. lol.

just now i didn't know how to copy and paste.

or open a new tab.

and safari kept closing down whenever i played the sims on facebook.

i know the game is retarded but i just cant help myself.

i just found out how to close this safari thing.

and now i have no idea how to off this thing.

this macbook or macbook pro or whatever its called.

i cant do anything on this thing!!

sigh.

too high tech for me.

why couldn't it be more user friendly for people like me :(

just gonna leave this thing on till my sis wakes up which is soon.

its already 4.14am ;)

ask me why i do this to myself.

get me a NORMAL laptop please.

2011-09-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

thinking of what i let slip through my fingers.

i dont regret anymore.

i smile every time i think of it.

cause u left me great memories.

i was in the monorail during the peak hour.

it was jam packed with people. obviously.

i was standing, all the seats were filled.

at the center, between the two doors, there was this girl sitting at the side.

and a guy holding on to the metal handle beside her.

the monorail turned at some curve or something, and a few people loss their balance.

the guy, bent down a lil to talk to the girl.

i was like 'OMG TITANIC!'

i dont know la. it was like the scene.. u know.. jack and rose..

its okay if u dont understand.

i really dont wanna go for classes tomorrow.

2011-08-29T17:25:00.003+08:00

sent tze off at the airport today.

i hope nothing's wrong with your tummy.

cause mine is churning like crazy but no shit yet.

lol. not as efficient as corliss'.

on the way there:

khye told us he went on a date with a girl yesterday

and found out she's actually a lesbian/ bi. i'm not sure.

"so jo, how's adam?"

"why? you(jo) like adam ah?"

"they're together! didn't you know?"

"OMG WHY DONT I KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE SHUKIM IF U EVER GET A BOYFRIEND U BETTER TELL ME! im not talking anymore."

hahahahahhaa. epic.

me khye corliss

khye :

if corliss fell from up here, its like ntg. its like.. oh! im down here already so fast? i didn't feel a thing.

but if shukim falls down, it'll take forever. can even open up her diary and write about the fall... then oh, reach already, *closes book.

if you get his joke.

wanted to call jamin and tell her we're having a spontaneous trip to wherever & ask her to come to the airport straight away. but she never picked up. or called back. HUH.

"nice bag."

"yeah, its only m9 or 8 or something."

"OMG SO CHEAP!!!! FROM WHERE?! DIDNT GET ONE FOR ME!!"

"Bangkok. that's why.... we need to go bang some 'koks'."

-.-

me wenly

nevertheless, i miss you.

2011-08-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

working as promoter for 8 days made me realized

how awesome studying life is and

how hard i'd work just to not end up permanently one of them.

working 12 hours a day. with all the stupid rules.

poor staffs, being treated like slaves.

never again work in isetan.

3 people asked me whether i'm married.

do i look that old? :(

Small Small Small.
in heels and i tripped :/ and froze there for a while with my arms spread out as if i was going to fly.
:(
i wanted to hide in the toilet. FOREVER.

i love my friends :)

sleptover at tze's yesterday.

we should bring our soft toys and have tea parties.

i love christmas bear!

drive thru mamak.

me: " i'll throw my cheese naan at u arhh!"

corliss: "u think i don't have is it? mine bigger ah!"

or something like that. LOL.

wise weiken

"u dont have to lie all the time. just tell them u're not comfortable la. just don't tell them ur name. tell him f* off!"

innocent little kids <3

just yesterday my favourite baby cousin brother called me.

"jie! i've learnt how to ride a bike already!! i practiced every friday!"

:')

his younger sister however is a little devil.

she hit a classmate at school with a metal ruler then cried and pretend to have fallen sick so her mom would pick her up and send her home.

evil genius!!!

at her age i would never have thought of that!

wouldn't have acted it out so well even if given the plot.

lol. tsk tsk tsk.

my first time going for eyebrow threading.
and mustache. lol.
in bangsar.
it hurt :'(
jamin accompanied me :)

love stories happen everyday.

don't let em get away.

but if its meant to be, it will be.

if not, just leave.

2011-08-15T01:51:00.001+08:00

they were watching the badminton match.

the whole world was.

china vs malaysia

you know how after the game, they always play the winner's national anthem?

lin dan won. so there, china's national anthem playing.

"aiyahhhh! chong wei heard this so many times he knows how to sing it by now."

HAHAHAHHAHA

i couldn't help but to laugh.

LCW <3

our mamak moments <3

we'll grow old one day at look back on the younger us and how cute we were.

20 years down the road, lets hope we'll be having high tea in 5 star hotels instead.

yeah. so the guys wont shout like monkeys every time the ball enters a goal.

so i wont jump up every time they do that.

rock climbing.

2011-08-08T02:31:00.000+08:00

i just couldn't.

really... i almost burst into tears.

hanging there, unable to go up or come down.

hahahha.

so embarrassing.

hahaha.

just imagine.. me... rock climbing.. screaming...

its not that hard to imagine.

lol. u have no idea how long i was stuck up there.

i could have died.

adrenaline rush!

so we were registering.

and saw on the name list:

1. jeremy tan

2. tj long

funny thing is, my eldest sis' bf's name is tj.

2nd eldest sis' bf's name is jeremy.

my 3rd sis and i started screaming together:

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! there's no more names!!!!!!!!!"

hahahahahaha.

we're either gonna end up single forever.

or... we just have to have patience. the guys just haven't arrived yet.

lol. it was just a coincidence okaaayyy.

*********************************************

i'm lucky and really glad to have met you guys. i'd say its fate.

all of us will be going separate paths. flying to different parts of the world.
for now i'm still gonna be here for a while.
i really hope we'll still be able to meet up and hang out like this years later when we're many years older. we'd be wiser then :D
<3

2011-08-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

does anyone want kittens???

there's three.

cause if no one adopts them, they'll be sent to spca

where they'll most probably be put to sleep if no one wants them.

anyone interested??? pleassseeee!!!!!!!!

they're soooo cute. their eyes aren't even opened yet.

we'll wait till they can see and start walking before giving them away.

i went all the way to times square alone to get my friend a farewell present.

but it wasn't there anymore :(

you've got me laughing when i sing, you've got me smilling in my sleep.

2011-08-06T01:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday,

most successful surprise party ever.

levi and ann are super liars. without blinking *.*

its so funny. thinking back.

spilling accidentally and covering it up straight away.

brilliant.

& talking to the phone. lol.

you people, so sweet <3

the hot guy at the escalator,

who did the same mistake.

its fate!

he waved goodbye from below.

and you did that *omghejustsmiledatme.he'ssohot* move.

-.- way to go

hahahahahahahahahahah.

dad:"i'm preparing myself so i wont get a heart attack when the bill comes."

O.O

we are now a super environmental friendly family :)

what was my friend's reply when i told him i have lots of self respect, self love?

"bullshit! jiak sai la!"

but its the truth!!!!!!!! >:(

lol.

it is!

life lesson : whenever smashing cake onto someone's face, aim for the face, not the hair.

2011-08-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

thankew jamin and corliss for being such <3s.

and people who dont read my blog, zlee and alvin

for driving all the way from the other end of the world to my house,

stuck in the jam,

speeding,

going to different shops just to get a cake.

yet i wasn't home when u guys got there.

i'm sorry. i'll buy u guys lunch. or a drink. whichever prefered.

jerry called

" not drinking ah?"

"nolah, i've turned over a new leaf."

"BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA"

-.-

fine.

well true la, just the other day i almost jumped into the pool.

almost.

i love all our conversations la.

we always have such big dreams.

~~menabung sejak kecil~~

but since we're late,

we shall menabung sejak sekarang.

and one day we will save up as much as USD 24.4 mil just like rosmah (najib's wife).

and get a big ass ring like that.

but nah, we're gonna invest.

"eh, how old is she ah?"

"idk, but all our age add up together, we're older than her mom."

lol. older than her great grandma okaaayyy.

anyway, we're gonna own a company.

building and selling houses and lands.

we already have our company lawyer, doctor, canteen cook, engineer, accountant, lots of business people....

and there's me.

still not sure what to do to contribute.

i'll mop the floor and bring u guys coffee?

we'll all start saving!

gonna have our meeting soon :D

i feel successful already.

the resume after working at pasar malam
lol.

2011-07-28T19:17:00.001+08:00

i'm back from cherating!!!

whhheeeeee..

we fit 10 people in a camry!

all fat grown ups!

crazy.

lol. ok, some not so fat.

it was.... interesting..

other than scratching big D's car every time we passed a bump

and busting his front windscreen.

and everyone's having diarrhea :(

muscle painssssss.

and bruises!

plus the ones i got from paintball before the trip.

yes, PAINtballs.

next stop:

ROCK CLIMBING

2011-07-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

just out of sympathy.

its gonna cost me a bomb.

and i going through financial crisis okay.

sigh.

~~you owe me.~~

right now i think its worth it.

but crap i'm having cramps.

that few months left news.

and maybe plus that stupid sad drama i've been watching.

or just the news itself.

but my perfect carefree life right now just got crushed.

2011-07-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

i think im gonna have my period during cherating trip.

great. just great.

see, i had good reason not to go.

why didn't i use it???!!!!

>:(

anyway,

i bought tampons for my sister the other day.

they should be at home somewhere.

it was for her lang tengah trip.

i was so fascinated by them.

btw i wont use them.

just the thought of shoving it up my ass or whatever part that is,

EEWWWWWWWWW.

i'll just go sun bathing or something while they're in the sea.

-.-

total waste of my money i tell u.

for what? to turn myself into charcoal.

so erm..

the other day after i bought the tampons,

i opened the box in the car, examining them.

the opened box was left on my lap.

they look like little tiny rockets so i started playing with them.

pretending that the rocket was launching up into the sky.

i didn't notice that we stopped at a junction and some guy was crossing the road.

he gave me this weird stare.

the expression on his face was as if he was thinking

"what the heck is this woman trying to do with that thing?!"

priceless. i couldn't stop laughing.

somehow my sister did not find it funny.

oh wells.

for all we know he might not even know what i was holding anyway.

my sis said he might have thought it was a condom.

errr... no? i don't think so.

despite others feeling otherwise,

i'm so loving this imsoboredihavenothingtodobutrot feeling.

boredom vs studying.

studying just got its ass kicked.

my life has meaning okayy...

like.. tomorrow, i'm going grocery shopping with my mom.

hah!

and today i spent almost 2 hours cleaning the sofa.

i was so tired.

i don't wanna bathe my doggggg. dad should do it.

oh if u were wondering why i cleaned the sofa (which i dont think u were)

well, its cause i was watching my mom throwing in all the stuff in the washing machine.

and she asked "why? too bored, nth to do ah? go get a towel....."

yeah.

and also cause i told her yesterday that that BRAT spat on our sofa.

he's like what?! standard 5? yeah.

not puke okay. spit! on purpose!!!

i hate him i tell you. i would have slapped him in the face if no one was there.

okay. maybe not. but i would have shouted at him!!

his parents are worse i tell you.

they never clean up after him.

did i mention how their dog peed in my house and my mom had to clean it?

no maid okay. no maid.

and his mom with her sarcastic tone.

i wanna choke them to death! choke!!!!

argh.

but all i can do is smile. :) and pretend i enjoy their presence.

see what i have to deal with every sunday!

well yeah. other than sundays, my life is great right now.

2011-07-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

evil brother

just tricked me into eating some disgusting nut.

the taste is still in my mouth. my dad says it takes few hours to go away.

only after i placed it into my mouth

my bro said :"oh its for diabetics."

nothing is more bitter than that freakin nut!!!!

i wanted to puke.

i was going to spit it out but he said seriously :"u have to chew it."

so i did.

WTHHHHHH.

i believed him :'(

he wasn't laughing. at all. how was i supposed to know?!

i went downstairs screaming.

and my whole family laughed at me :(

they knew. they all knew!

my slippers cost more than my dress.

my dress was supposed to be NAVY and WHITE !

i came home and found out that its actually BLACK and WHITE.

stupid lighting.

the other day

bus back to kl from kt was from 10pm to 5am.

i took the window sit.

a while after i finally fell asleep, head LYING on side/ window/idk.

my sis woke me up. we went down to pee.

came up, couldn't sleep. stared out the window.

i see a COCKROACH

i jumped. squealed.

it was 2am.

i saw so many of them.

i could have had a heart attack.

i jumped everytime i saw one running pass.

i even jumped when i saw my own shadow.

like seriously JUMP.

my head was resting there for idk how long before i woke up D:

i think i was sleeping with my mouth open :O

lets say im lucky non of them climbed in.

it would be like hitting 1st price toto.

trust no man, fear no bitch.

2011-07-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

certain people's laughter are contagious.

i'm bad at being a host.

but u guys were very nice guests :)

his apekness is worst than an apek's

2011-07-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

so we went out yesterday.

4 girls 4 guys.

split into 2 groups all the time.

lol.

kt has place for karaoke!

it was terrible la.

in giant.

i was amazed.

i can't drive in kt anymore.

all the roads

CHANGED.

and i never realized but yeah,

coconut trees are few stories high.

crazy people call me up at 6am.

chieh. i know u guys having lotz of fun k.

dont have to be so mean :(

i was so shocked.

i jumped and freakin stepped on my sister sleeping next to me.

tsk.

if there's a prize for rotten judgement. i guess i've already won that.

2011-06-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

now i know who my real friends are.

cause some friends come and go.

and there are those who stick around

through thick and thin.

< 28th june 2011 >

2011-06-29T19:05:00.001+08:00

bad gastric. since yesterday.

i hope its worth it.

i hope i can zip my prom dress and still be able to laugh and breathe.

went to ipoh today! :)

day trip.

you disappointed me.

i can't count on you.

one of the reasons why i didn't go drinking.

"i'd rather be fat than have gastric"

2011-06-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was thursday

today it is friday

we we we so excited

we so excited

we're gonna have a good dayyyyy

FUN FUN FUN FUN

looking forward to the weekend.

i shopped :)

it felt great.

first thing my dad said to me when i got home.

"kim. so exam's over? so.. tomorrow morning, first thing u do is bath the dog la."

lost my marbles.

2011-06-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

i'm actually from another world.

sent here, to be protected.

one day they'll bring me back. after the war is over.

and i'll continue ruling.

me? the queen!

yeah.

and right now

i just don't remember where i'm from.

cause to protected me and keep me from spilling out my identity

they cleared my memory. and input this.. yeah..

and everyone around me, you guys are just commoners.

more than a month down.

2 more weeks to go.

hang in there.

michael buble

2011-05-31T21:07:00.001+08:00

You can dance-every dance with the guy

Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight

You can smile-every smile for the man

Who held your hand neath the pale moon light

But don't forget who's takin' you home

And in whose arms you're gonna be

So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine

Like sparklin' wine, go and have your fun

Laugh and sing, but while we're apart

Don't give your heart to anyone

But don't forget who's takin' you home

And in whose arms you're gonna be

So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so

Can't you feel it when we touch

I will never, never let you go

I love you oh so much

You can dance, go and carry on

Till the night is gone

And it's time to go.

If he asks if you're all alone

Can he walk you home,you must tell him no.

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home

And in whose arms you're gonna be

Save the last dance for me

those words in bold made my heart MELT.

like ice cream. jelly.

or was it the way he sang it <3

so bitter.

2011-05-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

i'm going through PHYSICAL and MENTAL PAIN
like seriously.
i should be sleeping. but i can't.
i ate 2 panadols. one with that make you go sleepy ones.
but its not working. i think i could be a super woman.

Lesson One : Never EVER! eat a whole bar of chocolates just cause u're stressed and studying for exams.
BIG NONO. why?
Reason One: u are fat enough. and u might have prom 6 days after your exams. how u gonna lose all that weight?
Reason two: someone might sneeze onto your notes and contaminate it with germs and you, having low immune system at this time, (practically sleeping with your notes) the stress plus the heat from the chocs, u might get sick, fever, headache (when u close ur eye lids your eye balls feel as if its spinning inside with ur jelly brain, it hurts.) AND u just might have bio and chemistry paper to sit for. AND u might just suddenly get a visit from your monthly bestie who tries to kill u. AND u might lose all the strength/ mood to study.AND u might have major backache when sitting for your paper, so bad you thought you would faint.
i'm just saying.

Lesson Two: stay off nuts too. and remember to take your vitamins. blah.. oh and stay away from sick people.

Lesson Three: there's probably a silver lining somewhere. no? make your own.
you seeeeeeeeee..................... don't score for your paper? at least you'll have something to blame it on.

why can't i sleep when i want to and keep falling asleep when i'm not supposed to?
aiihh.

life's been a bitch lately. same with me.

blahhh.......
nah, you won't end up alone. you'll find someone.... with a white horse, in shinning armor.
err..i dont think i want someone like that. i would think im not good enough for him.
errrrrr.... he could be just a normal guy living in a normal house like this. he just happens to have a white horse. and shinny armor.
then he'll just be a weirdo. just imagine with all the cars and the pollution. and he's on a white horse.
could be a hobby :)
with an armor?
you know.. i think it would be cute. weird but cute :D dont ya think?

my tired heart is beating so.. slow.

2011-05-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

bad idea watching dear john

should have watched how i met your mother or something

spent 2 hours.

messed up my emotions.

and now i'm here.

when i could have been studying my beloved bio.

OMG my eyes are now half the normal size.

lol.

it's mother's day and they're downstairs playing mahjong.

how am i gonna go down like this?

it is not said

i always know.

2011-05-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

today,

i went to the library to study.

the end.

before that,

i ate tomyam bihun.

when i was doing that,

my mom asked me what happened to my arm.

probably allergies or something.

happened before. took forever to heal.

but then she asked me "you used needles to poke yourself arh?!"

then my sis commented "yeah you look like u're on drugs."

"yalah!"

"YOU THINK I'M TAKING DRUGGGsS??!"

well they didn't do anything

well i'm still fat.

maybe if i turn scrawny they'll freak.

not gonna happen.

when exams get to ur head.

people think u're stupid.

i felt something today.

2011-05-05T17:55:00.000+08:00

today was pretty sad.

its officially the last day of college.

(minus extra classes next week)

you know what i'm gonna miss most?

my youth.

being a college kid.

BUT OMG I'M SO GLAD IT'S OVER!

hope next stop isn't as bad as the last.

money can't buy happiness.

but heck it can buy you lots of other things.

materialistic.

it hurts to be called that.

but who isn't.

you tell us not to be,

but we all have the same goal,

which is what you want for us.

a good career.

working for?

we're all studying for that one thing aren't we.

true that.

2011-04-23T13:53:00.000+08:00

I WANT THAT!

harry is cuter than william! :D

don't you love studying? :(

2011-04-16T04:04:00.000+08:00

"my blog nowadays all emo."

"we've grown up"

kim

jamin

seriously,

when we were younger,

i thought, those adults are so matured.

now that i'm an adult,

i don't feel matured.

i don't feel responsible.

i still feel like a kid.

i like it sometimes when people still treat me like one.

i scared. growing old.

we've already grown up.

once

2011-04-14T23:21:00.001+08:00

when you think it's finally over.

another comes and it hits you right in the face.

Disappointment

i call it life.

2011-04-14T19:58:00.001+08:00

i'm so happy with my two new bags.

powerpuffs beat power rangers

anytime

anyday

anywhere.

angry birds are just so...

angry.

i still wonder how i ended up being friends with you ppl.

such badasses.

i'm such a good girl :) nerdy and nice and innocent.

yes.

hahahahha.

I SAY YES AH!

there are 2 voices in my head speaking to me.

maybe more than two. :/

which one do i listen to?

I CHOOSE YOU!

so i will stay.

so yeah i'm so used to sleeping with my sister in the same room.

that day she decided to stay in the apartment to study for a few days.

so yeah that few nights i kept having nightmares :(

and the first night,

i woke up in the middle of the night, wide awake.

opened my eyes, saw some light coming in through the window beside my bed.

SHUT THEM EYES.

heard noises. the chair... the wheels... rolling..

like next to my bed...

rolling and rolling.... moving around.

I FREAKED OUT OKAAAY.

didn't dare to open my eyes.

continued listening....

chieh.. it was raining.

-.-

self pity is no pity
:(

self praise is no praise. unless its me praising myself.

"i looked at myself in the mirror and i think i'm sooo cute! i would so date myself. i'd fall in love with me."

no i didn't say that. i probably have said that before but it's been a while since i got over myself. hahahahaha.

birds of the same feathers flock together. -.- weirdo

i tied my hair cause i felt like it :D yeah.

2011-04-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling really really really happy today ;)

i have no clue.

going shopping this friday

i can't wait :O

i promise i will study this weekend.

i turned down a job offer yo.

only for you, my beloved books.

we should get to know each other better.

after all, we're gonna be spending lotz of time together :)

BE SO PROUD OF ME.

i turned down outing and sleepover and free alcohol, drink till u die.

i will not die.

oh why wei yee?! of all times. :(

anyways,

i told u i'm keeping my promise.

although i'm pretty tempted :/

i really really really feel like finishing a whole tub of ice cream right now.

nope, its cause i feel HAPPY :D

we learnt today in bio class

ecstacy kills your brain cells.

or was it just me who learnt that today.

it was :O

2011-04-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

let's do something spontaneous

i'm so tired of being such a boring person.

hahahahahaha.

yeah.

i want to go out

but i should study.

i do neither.

i don't know what to say la.

i'm no sifu of love.

asking someone that has never dated for relationship advice.

hah. funny.

sucks being the middleman.

know?

you.

2011-04-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

you don't want me, no

you don't need me.

like i want you, oh

like i need you.

and i want you in my life.

and i need you in my life.

you cant see me, no

like i see you.

i cant have you, no

like you have me.

you cant feel me, no

like i feel you.

i cant steal you, no

like you stole me.

2011-03-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

my sister farted at the dinner table.

dad :"CHHHEHHH!" *stares*

sis:"what?! you can fart and i cant?! ur fart is so much louder."

dad: " no, im just saying, my fart smells nicer."

i feel like shitting.

goodbye.

i need some change in my life. something exciting.

2011-03-18T10:50:00.001+08:00

this whole week

i've been thinking of getting a tattoo,

piercings,

shaving half my head.

i think its soooo cooolllll

i just dont have the guts to do it.

but the tattoo i might.

if only my mom said yes.

i told her about it

and she's like

"go lah, i dare you to shave ur head."

hahahahah damn.

just wait.

maybe before i enter uni. if i get into one.

not the whole head though.

right now i'm looking up places to dye my hair.

which are cheap. cause i'm gonna dye many colors.

i'm not rebellious.

mommy approved. not gonna ask dad.

YESTERDAY WE WENT TO PAINT MY SISTER'S SHOP

my greentea!

and that funny "seriously orange"

i don't even look good here. :/

i tied my hair with a pen!

monkey.

i conquered my fear!!!!!!!!

i was trembling up there.

work! you slaves!

awesome desk.

posing as what i'll never be.

so what. i still look cool.

sorry doesn't cut it.

2011-03-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

i'm so stressed.
you can't imagine.

i feel like such a failure.
so much for a bright future.
all those times saying i'm gonna end up being a maid
or a garbageman.
hey, it just might happen.
i just got job offers today.
from wenly and jeremiah.
either i clean or i sell chicken rice.
i prefer selling chicken rice.
who knows i might end up with my own restaurant.:)
ahh. look down on me not.

i always wanted my own boutique.

i think i wanna be a pharmacist.
but with my results, i don't think it'll work out.
i'm still trying okay.i have like.. a month left.
which isn't enough time for 13 papers.
i'm wasting my parents' money.
you didn't see the disappointed looks on their faces.

i dropped physics A2 today.
cause i cant even get a A for my AS.

ok,
SUCK IT UP BITCH.
no, life isn't as bad as u think it is.
now go study.

2011-03-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

over sized T (pjs), loose faded brown 3quater pants, specs, flip flops, hair tied up like crazy woman.

walked into class and started tearing.

isolated myself from the world.

couldn't concentrate in class.

skipped everything.

hid myself somewhere to pour. (stupidest place ever)

lied to my mom that all classes were canceled.

-.- she believed me.

went to see houses.

right now so much better.

i normally dont skip classes.

oh yeah, im a good girl.

2011-03-06T22:49:00.001+08:00

"i haven't had my period yet. I'm a week late"

"hah! PREGNANT!"

"yeah. shit. what to do? omg. go with me to watson later to get a pregnancy test thingie. omg. how?! scared lah."

*a minute passed*

"are you serious ah?"

hahahahahahah

i was just joking :(

he still thinks i'm muslim.

i don't know why.

its funny.

5th march night and 6th morning.

experience i never had.

it was...

eye opening.

fun :)

the song levi made up on the spot was epic.
the room's gonna smell like alcohol, alcohol! ALCOHOL!
what's gonna make you lick the wall? alcohol! ALCOHOL!
hahahahaha.
damn catchy.

make me puke again i will kill you people.

the after part sucked.

O.O

zombie

2011-03-01T17:59:00.001+08:00

hello dearest ;)

have a happy day,

skipping and singing.

smiling and dancing.

laughing and playing.

2011-02-26T13:30:00.003+08:00

so my sister went onto the uni of st. andrews' website

instead of typing in the courses or whatever they offer there she typed PRINCE into the search column. hahahhahha.

she's a woman of ambition :D

prince william studied there.

sighs.

if only my parents were more supportive.

considerate.

basically more understanding lah.

you know?

no you dont know

how a child feels when they tried and you say 'if only you tried and fail its okay but you didnt even try.' or 'i'm so disappointed in you.'

well,

i'm disappointed in you.

how the hell would you know that he didn't try.

lack of confidence? well you're not helping.
how do you expect someone to see colors if they're color blind.

ass.

accepted, i felt :)

2011-02-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

i tried to lift my bottle that was 2 metres away from me.

WITH MY MIND. *telekinesis*

i guess i have no super powers.

i'll become a powerpuff. :(

not that they can lift stuff with their minds.

carrier option : ~~magician~~

i didn't say im not a psychic :D

terengganu,

they have the machine thingie that parks your car, placing them into different compartments like in tupperwares :D

i was amazed. O.O

ask my mom to try it out, wonder how much it cost

but mommy said no. made in malaysia stuff might tumble n crush your car.

hahahahah.

2011-02-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

i think this year will be a good one.

dont you think so?

i hope so.

eh so now how? still single arh?

ya-lah. nobody wants me :(

need to find one fast eh, girls, after reaching 25 no market value d. market value drop.

hahahahahahhahahahahahahah market value. :/

when you're doing cpr right? do you inhale or exhale?

alex alex.. so so so funny.

lol.

suck their air so they'll die faster. save them from waking up with brain damage.

will practice my rapping b4 we go for karaoke :D :D :D

2011-02-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

i'll talk to my imaginary friend.

cause he's hot

"valentine's day is stupid. i mean, when we were younger it was just another day, now that we're grown up and have raging hormones its like such a big deal" levi.

hahahahahahahahhaahah.

i dont know. i found it really really funny.

you were so unreasonable

thats what i get 1st thing in the morning 7am.

dont expect all my time to be spent on you ok.

i have my own life.

telling me its ok, u're not mad.

it pissed me off. like wth.

as if it was my fault.grrrhhh.

as if people dont have their own problems.

you should understand that people have their responsibilities. stuff they must do.

people are sometimes BUSY. why wont you get that?!

i'm not even gonna bother replying.

gonna watch my happy drama (:

while i still can.

i'm gonna miss you when u leave.

you know that right?

:'(

2011-02-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

was having fun

then i thought

"aiyoh, have to go study after this."

felt a bit down.

then i realized,

hey! exam's oveR! who needs to study?!

its planted in my head i tell you.

its crazy.

i'm going crazy.

watched sister's keeper.

so so so depressing :'(

you would have to be cold blooded to not cry.

i didn't read the book.

but apparently the lil sis was supposed to die.

opps.

nights/ morning. blahh.

2011-01-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

its only january.(ending tomorrow)
and i forgot like what? how many?
4 ppl's birthday?
lol.
FAIL.
i didn't really forget.
i just wished them wrongly.
like.. happy belated birthday!
on their birthdays
or
happy birthday!
when its the next day.

:)
somehow it has to happen at least once a year.
but this year hmmm.
its only january.

but but but..
its cause i don't rely on facebook.
or alarms or reminders or what not.
i just.. forget what date izzit on that day.
:X

30th jan
worst day.
cause it was a sunday.

HOW CAN YOU HATE SUNDAYS?!
well yes i can.

stupid kid wanted to bring his cat to my house and asked the maid to tie my dog behind. made her wet cause of the rain and she kept barking.
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid kid.
he named his cat "pretty cute"
he was the one who named my dog "enjoy"
stupid kid.

i like kids.
he's an exception.

i'm so negative.
bleh.
i was tell the world how contented i was 2 days ago.
but now the feeling is gone.

pms arh.

"omg i still look like i'm going through puberty! i'm already nineteen why?!"

"hahahahahahah! yah! your pimples! and you have no boobs. flat!"

-.-

i was actually just referring to my full with pimples face.
but wow. thanks.
lol

shall watch full house to make me happy.
for the idontknowhowmany-th time.
:D
that drama is ancient.

or should i sleep.

2011-01-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

alive i am :)

reached home at 5am

after going through shitty exams.

and die now?

he tried to kill me today.

PURE TORTURE.

PHYSICALLY!

stupid personal trainer.

i went to the gym :)

i'll be paralysed tomorrow.

I BOUGHT AN OH SO PRETTY PAIR OF STILETTOS.

and a dress.

i freakin broke a nail :(

was planning to do mani for cny

GONE!

and he called me 'dude'.

pfft.

i saw her waiting there.

the girl on the wheelchair.

i hesitated to ask her whether she needed help.

i walked away.

i came back.

i cried when i found out did you know?

i'm gonna dye my hair.

at home this time (:

bought that thingie already.

was going to cut my hair but ...

my life is boring.

i did something illegal

2011-01-28T13:44:00.001+08:00

everything's cool

i'm hungry.

i lied.

had to pop in mints and drink lots of water to cover up.

i shall keep it to myself.

EXAM'S OVER BABEEHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

1 week off.

seriously?!

ONE WEEK???

ONLY?????!!!

after what we've been thru!

THIS IS WHAT U GIVE US?!

HOW AM I GONNA GO BACK KT?!

FINE! I'LL JUST HAVE TO SKIP CLASS! HMPH!

"OMG i take back what i said about me being a worse driver than you. you're worse. YOU ALMOST KILLED US 17 TIMES!"
hahahahahhahaha. my driving sucks. i know ;)
but hey, we survived!

"kim, honestly........(long pause)... i think you put on weight. your waist very big"

i know.

going to the gym later.

eat now :D

first post of the year! (: a lil late i know.

2011-01-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

i bet nobody comes here anymore.
hahah.
i'm so bored. i should be studying for tomorrow's chem exam.
to tell you the truth, i havent started. not one bit.
and again,
i'm gonna die.
grrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i feel like exams' over. i feel like celebrating!
i have 5 papers left. :/ 9 gone.
life's tough.

did you know that in the real story snow white didn't rise up from the dead because she was kissed by the prince who just happened to pass by?
yeah. he actually went there to see the so called fairest-of-them-all and so happened he accidently kicked/ hit/ banged/ knocked/i-don't-know-what her coffin. her coffin fell from the hill. and the apple that was stuck in her throat was coughed out. AND SHE ROSE FROM THE DEAD.
hahahahahahaha.
i didn't make up this story on my own okay.

i should study now.
I AM.
yes. I AM!

2010-12-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's public holiday cause malaysia won indonesia in football.

WOOHHH!

although i hate the fact that its a public holiday.

WHAT?! yeah. you got that right. i hate it.

means that the library would be closed.

and i wont be able to study at home.

cause everything distracts me.

even my table. IT DOES I SWEAR.

and we're sure to celebrate new year right?!

there's really no need to celebrate getting another year older.

but i hate 2010. this year was crap.

so, cheers.

失去才会懂得珍惜

2010-12-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

so i was at the library. met a friend there. and started talking.

i said i got over you.

only to realise i havent.

cause my pride could not accept that i was just the same.
you know.

2010-12-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

i think my brain is saturated for now.

wait until it forgets all i've studied today.

then i'll go study something else that i haven't studied.

and when its saturated again.

the process continues.

until i cant remember where i live. or what's my name.

or whether i already ate (already happening)

let's eat :)

i'm so bored.

i want food :D

but i'm a already a stuffed D:

i will cut down after exams ok?

ok!

~~doubt it.~~

goodbye youth :(

it was great while it lasted.

i will miss you. everyday.

nice knowing you.

lets eat pasta. :)

when i was small and christmas trees were tall.

2010-12-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

omg in a few days we're gonna be nineteen.

is nineteen still considered a teen? or a freakin adult?

uurrgghhh.

i hate being old.

soon we'll be senior citizens!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

happy new year. :(

simple plan- addicted.

2010-12-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

so there she was.

singing that 'addicted' song.

"i'm addict...*pause* im addicted to you!"

"you're a dick?!

2010-12-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

its the season

when u either see me here everyday.

or you don't see me here at all.

haven't been sleeping well lately.

always waking up with stiff neck and backaches.

it feels so uncomfortable on my bed.

i haven't checked.

under my mattress.

whether someone tried to sabotage my sleep.

by placing a pea underneath.

after all, i am a princess :)

lets play pretend.

but no.

i will not end up marrying a bimbo prince

who only married her because she`s a princess.

i need sleep.

2010-12-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

peek, fiona, shu xin, jeejee

you guys were lovely. (:

NANI?!

my study schedule should be like huoy lin's.
10am to 10pm. then go watch drama (:
but i'm here. i don't think i can even take 2 hours.
i want to be a nerd.

         a second,
        a minute,
        an hour,
           a day pass by.
i'm totally wasting my time.

i'm starting to doubt myself.
will i really be able to handle it?
cause my dad keeps telling me i cant.

i'm afraid.
after we are all studying to earn a living after we graduate.
so. i'll aim high. the process may be tougher than ever.
but the results will be sweet.
yeah. that's it.

goodbye. i'm gonna chase my dreams.
(not exactly my dream but whatevers. i'd like to think that i have one.)

i do feel your pain, friend.

2010-12-11T15:10:00.000+08:00

im getting dumber. i wasnt that smart to begin with!
i fried my brain. i can hear it! the sizzling sound like the oil frying the chicken.
if i dont make sense, you know why.
yeap.

i will not sms anyone just for fun this month. :( t
hats what you get for using celcom. postpaid!

you know the feeling after? ears start to hurt and all. and you start scaring yourself. worrying. that you`d get brain tumour. or thats just me.

next time i`ll just ask me sister to impersonate me when i dont feel like talking to you. :D since not many can tell the difference.

Valentine - Kina Grannis

oh did i mention i love the christmas songs from glee?!!!!

my phone is annoying me. its too high tech. for a retard like me :(

this year, to save me from tears, i`ll give it to someone special (:

what do you people want for christmas??
im sorry i cant afford dkny fresh blossom. i wanted it myself since last year.
so till i get one for myself, u will not get it. if thats what u want :D

2010-12-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

2010-12-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

food

istheonethingthatcheersmeupattimeslikethese.

you know what sucks?

dinner.

a hungry man is an angry man.

right now im *HMMPH*

can u tell?

should have eaten pasta which i have been craving all week for lunch.

I WILL TOMORROW!!!!!

watch me.

gonna watch narnia too.

lack of sleep.

feeling of defeat.

failure.

suck.

and whatever that rhymes with it.

nokidsinafricaaredyingtalk.

.toot.

2010-12-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

just wanted to tell the world.

i did the best parking ever just now!!! :D

may be just a normal parking to u.

but i did it. so its amazing (:

that would be all.

2010-11-27T18:45:00.000+08:00

~~i want a sleepover party.~~

i need a sleepover party.

~~i want karaoke session.~~

i need karaoke session.

i want to shop :)

remember how we used to kidnap kittens from their mommies?

remember how we used to play with lady birds?

catch baby dargonflies?

u catch lizards,spiders and grasshoppers and put them into bottles?

urgggh. yuck.

remember how we used to rare tadpoles?

catch them from the drain?

those were the days.

ask me to do that again now, i'll faint and die.

i don't see cute tiny baby jumping froggies these days anymore.

(i accidentally stepped on one and squashed it once) :[

those full grown frogs are gross.

nor do i see baby dragonflies or ladybirds anymore.

THEY ARE EXTINCT!!!!

cockroaches should be extinct.

just the other night this gigantic mutant cockroach was roaming in my sister's room.

like omg..

my sister is superwoman.

i was jumping on the bed screaming like hell.

1.30am in the morning

hahahha, we weren't asleep. obviously.

i threw her some newspaper and she whacked it.

*BAMM! hancur.

i didn't even dare to sweep its corpse away.

she is CHAMPION!

got to go

eat.bath.study.

life's like that.

2010-11-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

life hasnt been nice to me lately.
i hate not knowing what i wanna be.
i hate the me right now.

he`s smart.

knows what he wants.

determine.

nice.

i like.

everytime i think of something funny or happy to blog about, i end up not blogging about it.
i wished u knew why because.

i hate you telling me to do things i dont wanna do.
i hate you telling me i should study. dont you think i know?
i`ll do it when i want to. i`m old enough. you should know how it feels like. cut me some slack.

i woke up an hour earlier than usual today.
i wore a dress (: put on some make up (:
i drove to college.
everyone asked me whether i was going out.
cant a girl just feel like looking pretty?
no, i wasnt offended lah.
and no, i didnt go out.

所有和你的事情必须忘记

i dont like it when i say no. and you still tell me you want it your way and you dont care.
are you stupid or something? like seriously.
you killed my phone and you got me into trouble. i couldnt contact anyone. nobody could contact me.
you could have caused me to overnight in college.
ok, maybe i over exagerate.
but you need to get a brain.

i love the feeling when i step on the accelerator.
but everytime i do, there`s this little voice in my head telling me i should stop.
i love the adrenaline rush.
i wish you understood.

i hate college. i mean it. I HATE COLLEGE.
i hate everything. i hate the 2 aircons in the living room which are on 24/7.

i told you i didnt wanna update.

you just have to bang something whenever you drive. said mommy

banged the rubbish bin when i was reversing out heading to college. :D oppss.

i dont think those scratches at the driver`s door were made by me. REALLY!

i may have took 10 mins or more trying to get in the parking space, which had no other car on the left side of the box, just one on the right. XD hahahha. but i did not make that scratch. and the driver was watching me park. it was embarrassing. there were quite a few people there. but i did NOT bang anything. i had eye witness!!!!!!!!

have been watching anime. havent studied for 4days. im gonna die. next week i will.

before i slept yesterday, was thinking about stuff.

started giggling out loud. i didnt realize.

my sister thought i was crazy. :)

i tend to do that a lot when walking alone.

its weird i know. but i cant help it. (:

where is the wallstreet dvd?

i dont know. i watched it in the cinema last time.

what?! you watched wall street in the cinema?!

yeah, but i couldnt understand a thing.

of course la. its an intellectual show.

mom

seriously mom?

i always say how i dont need you

but its always gonna come right back to this

please dont leave me.

sweet tooth

2010-09-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

i think i have cavities :(
that day when i was eating heavenly mars chocolate bar my teeth hurt soo bad.
yes teeth. not tooth. few of them XD
and my apple+banana juice turned from yellow to BLACK in 15mins.
at 1st i tried to convince myself its just oxidized. but i couldn't bring myself to drink it. so i threw it away :( i felt sad for the fruits. if it wasn't for me the apple could have been turned into a tree. i don't know about the bananas though. lol.

i wake up every morning and start my day with one gummy bear <3
i bought em candies from mini toons.
gummy bears and marshmallows and some other chewies are just right beside me.
must. resist. temptation.just finished my dinner.
my mouth is so big :O
i tried to kiss mr gummybear in the lips, but i can only kiss the whole head :(
they are sooo cute. with different colours and all.
it hurts everytime when i chew off their heads :'(
i will buy cars instead of bears next time.

i ate choki-choki today! for the 1st time since i don't know when.
so nostalgic! used to eat them all the time when i was a kid.
and get all messy. face and shirt covered in chocolate :D

brings back memories, no?

(: arigato wenly.

i feel like eating jellybeans. hehehehe.

remember the times when ice-cream was good enough to satisfy you?

even when you're crying. you'll turn happy again right away.

i wanna be like that. i wanna be a kid again.

life's less complicated.

day trip to genting tomorrow. :D COTTON CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!

its sold here too. but those days daddy only buy us cotton candy in genting :)

i remember he forced me to take picture with that stupid McD clown which i was so freaking scared of. LOL. shuwei loved that clown.

at the rate i'm going. i think i'll get diabetes before i turn 40.

or even earlier. who knows. =( =( =( =( =(

plus its like genetic. :( :( :( :( :(

become an obese before the age of 25.

but it is food that makes life worth living for.

i miss my grandparents.

they used to shut me up with sweets all the time XD

that rose or kopi candy packed in paper. or the brown coconut ones.
i miss the taste.

2010-09-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
*
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

so sweet right??? :D too bad no such guys exist. or are they extinct? unless you're real real pretty, then he'll tell you not to change your looks.

this song and the justin bieber 'somebody to love' song is stuck in my head. GO AWAY justin bieber!

racism racism.

sigh.

why cant we just live in peace.

grow up politicians.

02.09.2010

2010-09-02T17:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

daddy <3

i have no photo with only me and my daddy
whhhyyyy!

Corliss!!!
my head looks big.
cause i have bigger brains!

sharon!!!!

this photo is so ancient man!
face damn round.

:D
i miss chws.

u might think i'm bulletproof but i'm not.

2010-09-01T18:21:00.001+08:00

Feeling like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.

i dont really like her but i like this song. its so sweet :D

well, while most of us barely pass physics.
I GOT AN E. :D i'll never get over it. ever.
anyway, khai shing got 120/120.

naomi :" arthur! do u want to resit physics??"

khai shing: "huh?"

naomi :" do u wanna resit physics?!"

khai shing :" whhhyyy?!"

naomi :" I HATE U!!!!!!!!"

mun yee :"i'm so fat la" (touching her tummy.)

kim :"i slap u ar! u're like half my size!"

mun yee:"i'm double your size la come on."

kim: (to levi) "look at her. what's her problem man."

levi :" what's both you guy's problem la."

mun yee :" you are the one with the problem!! U DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM!!"

i'm sorry i didn't turn out to be the girl u assumed i was.

after knowing each other for so long.
i'd rather i did not know.

u crushed me.

u can go climb the mountain!

where u'll reach the temple at the peak.

throw your orange tied with red paper up the tree.

and pray for whoever's safety. LOL.

so hong kong drama.

cute la u ;)

2010-08-29T11:02:00.001+08:00

college starting tomorrow!!!!

WHHYYY GOD? why?!

i still cant bring myself to accept it.

i'm still hoping its some stupid joke.

but if it is. i'll blow your head off.

and your fat cats'!

2 hours of sleep.

2 days.

headache!

dude,

if that's the reason why u fell for me.

i'm so disappointed.

i really thought u weren't that shallow.

i'm so not up for it.

i should stay away from here.

i'm coming, hard as a rock bed.

2010-08-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

cant change frowney back to smiley yet.

but at least blogskin is back to pink!

to welcome new reader :)

who totally threatened me to give her the link.

please excuse my super failed english.

i did get A2 for 1119.

i knnoow! who gets that right?

lydia wong sue mae.

if u`re reading this,

U SLUT!

GO STUDY!

:) world peace.

2010-08-26T16:49:00.000+08:00

wee hours of the morning, i was still on facebook.
damn, why do interesting stuff only happen when everyones supposed to be asleep.
hahaha.

confessions. O.O
cool but i dont know. telling it face to face is a better option?
personally i think so la. it takes more guts and all.
i salute u XD
hate ppl that confess through texting. calling is bad enough.
naahh, hate is a strong word XD

anyway,
will not reveal any names.
while i was trying to laugh as silent as possible, i heard something.

yes? (it was dark & i couldnt see)
no. nothing.
did u call me?
no, i farted. (somehow the fart sounded like kimmm)
hahahahahah.
i thought u were sleeping. u fart when ure asleep?!
i was. but i woke up.
to fart? u woke up just to fart.
hahahhahaha
go to sleep already!

seriously, it was soo funny.

2010-08-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

1st time in a very long time, i woke up happy today.

despite sleepless nights and problems not solved.

went to eat lunch at banana leaf

YUMMM.

i forgot what song was i supposed to search for.

gaaaahhh!!

2010-08-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

omg she studies so much, but shes worse than me! she really needs a tutor.
u must think im a moron dont u?! ggrrhhh.

LOL. BUT I REALLY DONT STUDY ALOT!
why dont u believe meeeee. XD XD XD
u make me feel stupid :(

as said,
i stone.
i go to my dreamland. with butterflies and teddies. and unicorns. lol.

i can sit there for 1 hour but i actually study for 15mins? 25mins max.
the other 35mins im doing something else. which just seem like im studying. ILLUSION.
:)

good luck, you.
cant wait for karaoke session.
cause you need to siiiinnggg.

2010-08-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

it takes hell lots of effort to keep in touch.

still it wont be the same.

i miss u.

i love u too :)

2010-08-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

nothing is impossible. he who said that is an *ahem.

i've been told as long as i try hard enough i can succeed in anything.
bullshit.

i did work hard okay.
"your best just isn't good enough la"

whatever.

what do you wanna be when you grow up?
i wanna be happy.
i loved that answer :)
i wanna be happy NOW. :)

yesterday kirly stayed over. picked her up from sentul station.
made her drive to 'remember to eat' in kepong. got lost.
when we finally found it, it was closed.
both our driving skills suck but i insisted that i drive back cause i trust myself more. hahahaha.
i don't like having to hold in my screams. lol.
ended up in oldtown. thankew all so awesome parking space :D

went cycling today.
went to look for yang and liang. but one went to work O.O while the other was sleeping. -.-
kirly dropped her slippers in the middle of the road.
it was sooooo funny!!!! she had to leave it there to avoid getting crushed by cars.
i'm not sure if any car ran over it.
she had to run screaming with one foot bare to collect her slipper.
lol. who's the bimbo now? :)

2010-08-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

john`s new house was O.O woah.

i should eat like him.

milk and a few biscuits for a meal.

how i wish i was lazy to eat.

poor bobby the dog is left in kt alone.

they go back once a fortnight to leave food for it.

never do that to joy.

results results. die.

my dad called me fat.

2010-08-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

i told daddy i wanted to grow my hair as long as that lady`s.
waist length.

and he told me : only slim ppl look good in long hair. look at all the girls with long hair, they`re all slim. thats why they look good.

ppfftt.

then he started talking about inner beauty.
ouccchhh! XD

i lost my licence today. urrghh. wonder what will daddy say when he finds out.
it was in my pocket this morning. and then its not.

2010-08-08T15:42:00.001+08:00

i made longan/ laichee jelly!!! :D :D :D :D

but i forgot today is sunday :( :( :( :(

always and forever

2010-08-08T14:21:00.001+08:00

<3 <3 <3<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

my dieting plans somehow never work.

i love food

food = fats

i love fats

cause i have been so emo lately.

2010-08-07T13:32:00.001+08:00

we fought.

not exactly.

but right now, cold war.

why? cause he just has to know everything!!!

which is non of his business. and i so wasn't hinting!

stupid phone call was just so he could slam the phone.

don't you dare call me stubborn.

somebody please bring me out

holidays :)

lets go out

2010-08-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

i always dreamt of marrying a doctor.
and i`ll be the hot helpful nurse. XD

those days are gone.

maybe now i can consider becoming a pharmacist?
hahahaha.
so i don`t have to depend of my sissy to introduce me to a doctor.

return back to reality.
its that great marrying a doctor anyway.
so what? so i can proudly announce to the world my husband is a doctor?
and spend minimum time together cause he`s always busy saving lives.
(which is not a bad thing of course but i can be selfish.)

i <3 mangoes & mangosteens.

我們都沒錯,只是不適合.我要的我現在才懂得

2010-08-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

i feel like shit. don't u feel like shit?

cause recently almost everyone around me seem that way.

i have so many secrets to keep.

i think i just lost a friend. i'm not sure.

not just any friend. but a close one.

one that i can share my problems with. gone.

never fall for your best friend. NEVER.

u lose both bf/gf and bff.

i felt so sorry. i felt so guilty. i still do.

what was i suppose to say?

if it was any other, then whatever.

i didn't mean to. i didn't know how to react.

i pretended it was a joke.

obviously it wasn't.

what am i gonna do?

it wont be the same anymore.

i shouldn't have asked.

for once i wish the truth was hidden from me.

today, well.. yesterday,

your prince charming kneeled down at your doorstep

with roses!

AAAWWWWWWWWWW! <3 <3

was it?

i wonder when will mine come along. :D

the right one is never there.

the wrong ones wont go away.

one thing i'm glad about is that i'm totally not confused anymore :)

2010-07-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

i banged my mom`s car.
screw it.
i`m so dead.
wait till my parents come back.

eff the world.

I SURVIVED.

2010-07-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

stupid shit number 3.

i drove my brother to school.

without anyone that can actually drive in the car.

without the uncle.

1st time going on the roads without anyone beside me.

MY PARENTS THEMSELVES HAVE NEVER SAT IN MY CAR EVER BEFORE.

and i drove for the very 1st time without them with me.

i swore to myself a zillion times i bet.

stupid van reversed at the traffic light. HOOOOOOOOOORRNNNNNNN

almost got a heart attack.

i don't think i can do this anymore.

i don't know how to change lanes :(

motorbikes you suck.

"What a joy, what a thrill, when I get behind the wheel,
 And we set out to make our next road kill.
 The shiver of excitement as the body leaves the head...
 But if I can't find a dog or cat... a kid will do instead..."

2010-07-23T16:08:00.001+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie.

i did 2 stupid things today.
today isn't ending anytime soon.

2010-07-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up.
snap out of it, stupid!

countless times.
the similar things happen.
caused by the same person.
yet i still have my expectations.

EVERYTIME. EVERY SINGLE TIME.

hope.
let down last minute.

thank god u ain`t family cause i would so hate u by now.

stay away from me okay?
for the time being.

give me time. i will chill.

obviously not a date, date. :D

2010-07-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

minus the pervert at the bus stop.
he didn't touch me okaayyyy. shall not elaborate. i feel stupid.
note to self : next time when taking public transport alone,
1. no shorts
2. no skirts.
3. no make up.
4. no heels? :(
no revealing clothes in general lah.
traumatized.
never going to sunway alone ever again.
no, i don't find it funny. at all.

well, other than that, my weekend was spent with meaning XD

friday- went to mid valley just to watch movie, ate in bangsar.(thankew for fetching me!) ,after that by public transport to sunway.

was forced to sleep over at jy's place. cause 1. i didn't wanna go back alone by train again. 2. late. 3.i dont know how many times jy said please for that half an hour.

got bullied :( dont like sleeping with people. and they kept squashing me on purpose knowing i dont like contact. XD

slept on the floor with bolster. they kept throwing cards at me just so i wont sleep. didn't even let me sleep at 8am.

saturday- best karaoke session ever!!! didn't even have to worry how out of tune i sounded. xD everyone's as tone death. except hf.. from 12 to 8pm. non stop screaming. crazy shit. XD let go of tension. sat the train. he followed into the women's couch. LOL. got home really late.

sunday- went 'jog for hope'. didn't jog at all. walk throughout the 6km. gained back triple or more the calories during dinner. hahahah. dinner was :)

where are the others? :(

TO MAKE YOUR DAY :)

i dont know why i'm doing this. i should be so pissed at them. LOL.

i think i look super hot okayyy.

hahahaha.

stop being so nice please. u said your first priority is studies.

HOMEWORK!!!!

which i didn't do during the weekend.

suppose . to . be . on . a . diet . stop . eating .

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unhappy. cause i gained 1 kg today. seriously.
by eating lunch with corliss. lol.
skipped dinner. still i feel so darn bloated.
metabolism rate super the retarded.
i look as if I'm 5 months pregnant.

stoned in the playground alone on the swing.
nope. i wasn't inspired. i still don't know what i wanna be.

wilber pan is so hot. no?

should be doing stats.